I LOVE TODAY! SO DO I HATE TODAY!LOVE ITwhen i saw A early in the mrn when i was gg for my 2nd lesson.. saw her agn when i was bk from 2nd lesson..we smiled and nodded. hahaz.budden as least she gt smile mahs.and my 'mum' said told me tad ytd when i pon sch, she gt tok to anita during her class.'mum': "son-in-law, u noe my dotter tdy nv come sch?"A(son-in-law) : " no. i dunno."'mum': " hahaz.maybe cos thr's power cut. ehs. y u owaes nv bother my dotter?"son-in-law : " i whr gt nv bother her."'mum': " gt lohs.last tym outside the gym u oso nv even look at her. i saw."son-in-law : " gt meh? i dunno.i dunno lehs.."den she went off le.. wth lohs.. act she did lahs. she gt walk wif us lohs..all frm her class xcept me.WAIT! HANG ON! my mum suspects tad she noe hu is her dotter le lehs.. so means tad..... erm.eerm.hahahahaz.no lahs. i oso nt cfm she noe or not yet. but i dun tink she's tad dumb rites?if she noes.and admits.den it means... ... ... (u all noe lahs.)heesheeshees. but i dun feel lyk putting in ani hope.owaes vry disapting de.ANOTHER GLIMPSE OF HOPEmy mum was so godam brave to tell cecelia to cut her hair.its relli too long.nt long.but out of shape.heard frm her wife tad she's gg to cut during end of june when she go bk china.heard frm her wife tad she actually mind us alot thou she doesnt seem to care about us.heard frm her wife tad she's frm nanjing.heard frm her wife tad she toks alot.heard frm her wife tad she loves japan soccer.budden it lost ytd.so she vry sadd.heard frm my mum(via QQ profile) ; blood type AB ; capricorn (is tad hw u spell?) asked by mum; loves to draw gay manga and read gay manga ; is nv gg to b a les ; has wifes cos she's bored of being ppl's wife -.-"agar-agar abt all lahs. den i was tinking tad she is not relli tad interested in me than my mum lahs. cos she toks so much wif my mum but not me. den jus now i tok to her she oso nv reply me.she gt reply me when my mum was ard. haiz. mayb i'm too oversensitive agn. she's not me target anw.but i still regard her as my new known fren mahs. equally impt horx.. nvms. we nd tym to build up tis new frenship.HATE ITcos my lovely G, was nowhere to b found.me n my mum searched 2/3 of the sch to find her, but to no avail.she was nowhr to b seen. we were lyk tinking and walking and crapping.me, " u tink she's a ghost? only some ppl can c her and at certain time."mum, " ehs. i tink so lehs.. y we searched so many plces still cant find her? vry disapting lehs."me, " yeah lohs yeah lohs. if its ghost oso mus float pass us mahs. cant even find her soul."mum," yeah. last tym she so nice.find her n she's there. tdy we find so mani plcs oso dun hav."me," i tink tdy too sunny le.she dun dare to come out."mum," yeah hor.tad day lyk quite cloudy lehs."hahahahaahaz.. we were craping abt her appearance lahs.. haiz.mum gave me another pics of her.but she covered her cute face wif her art folder.den the big pics is her bro. not cute at all. gross. his sis is much btr.cecelia relly nv tok wif me for the rest of the day le.excited abt my new fren oso cant mehs. hahahaaz.. wan to ask her alot of stuffs mahs.curious lehs.make me sudd moodswing.badmood le..did i sae tad i hate A's bro. her bro sux too.jus lyk G's bro. don't noe y their bros jus so gross.i din walk hme wif A tdy oso lahs. din mit her on the road. tis is destinied i guess.yes. i agree tad me n hm tok dam lil nowadays. duno y oso.. haiz.haiz.THOUGHT OF THE DAYjust ani of the 4 above brightens my day.no matter is it just 3 secs frm the walkway,or a few short sentences,or even indirect sentences,or just a glance from far.the alot or very lil doesnt matters.what matters most is that it makes sch a mre fun plc.it makes me smile for the rest of the day.it makes me tinks that at least i've gt tad tiny weeny fate wif them.it makes me treasure them lyk siao.hahaahahahahaz.. wanted to write sth nicer.but i cant tink of ani currently.ok lahs.my main point is, i'm happy to know them. even as schoolmates.and their presence makes me happy. XD
what we could have been, 6:07 PM.